Hey, thanks for reading it all the same! It doesn't surprise me too much that it's confusing... I wasn't quite aiming for philosophy, but whatever it is is certainly more raw than cooked. I was just getting feelings stirred up by reading others' manifestos, and realized I had some time to try putting those feelings out there in a form of my own before my office job started for the day. That was satisfying to do, though yeah, whether it produces any feeling for others remains to be seen.
Part of me is tempted to go back and polish, but I may just leave it as is as an encouragement for others to make even meandering things.