Sorry for the very delayed thank you.
This is amazing feedback and also feedback that I've been dreading. Been scared to ask if I've lost the fun of the game, and yeah.
Appreciate the honest feedback, I needed to hear it.
If it can be of any help: I note a lot of stuff, but sometime i go back to my game's inspirations to remember what's good (or bad if i wanna avoid) with pad in hand.
gl dude