I thought that Dreams Are Nothing But Wishes was good! Especially that little chromatic creep a little after the beginning part : )
You're post wasn't stupid at all. If the process wasn't frustrating, everyone would be doing it. I think that's the beauty of getting slowly good at something. In one sense, we just got to keep on keeping on.
My wife teaches toddlers, and they will just randomly run up to me all the time being like "MY NAME IS TEDDY N I WANTIN TO SAY 2U THAT MY BESs FRIEND ISHHAFISHNAMEEDCHARRLEE AND MY GRANMA THAT iSAW ON 2SDAY WAS uhhhhh TORNADO." They can barely English but they are so happy to throw it in your general direction to connect with you. Kids teach me so much about how to just accept the process and let our mistakes stay behind us without looking back. They all grow up to be just fine at English too!
You made some good tunes! And you connected with folks on here! The disappointment will pass : D
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