I have to admit, I am not sure if I interpreted that correctly or if there even IS a correct interpretation.
I got the feeling something talked to me through the text. Something that loves me, but also seems a little jealous on my existance.
That enlightened a little thankfulness for my own existence in me. Thanks.
In other parts I got the feeling I was reading a love-letter from one person to another person which both were not me.
I found it a bit confusing, but enjoyed the beautiful language. You can do this really good. I especially liked the part white-on-black. I also appreciated the general artstyle of the text, your poetry is pleasing for the soul & the eye.
I would love to hear what went through your mind here, but could understand if you don't wanna talk about it in public