ive played alot of ntr games and they didnt really affect me, they either feel like netori (you being the one to cheat) or more like sharing/lending games.
This game however does a good job of delivering emotional gut punches.
any other love interests outside of your gf cheat on you (yes the dev sets up love interests to harem bait you and pulls the rug on you), you never get to win anything no matter how hard you try. (it feels very unfair in the sense you are always the bad guy and the bad guy always gets what you wanted)
i started playing this game thinking whatever ill do what i want, and when it got hard i started leaning in to try and beat the challenge the dev set up.
I really should have quit while i was ahead.
they are not challenges you can beat, this game wasn't designed with the option for winning. You lose and you lose hard.
In that sense its a great ntr game delivers exactly what those kinds of people want.
but for me it left me in a depression for a few days and a sense of emotional devastation. Unlike anything ive ever felt (from a game at least.) I felt a deep sense of sorrow for the main character. To the point i noticed my body literally shaking paling and becoming extremely frigid especially in my fingers and face.
This game has instilled a deep sense of not wanting to EVER play another NTR game again EVER.
I thought i knew what i was getting into, i was feeling a sense of adventure. That's fucking dead. I wish i could delete this game from my memory.