i like writing 1st person narrators with a lot of inner thoughts, i think it's fun... it makes them feel more realistic to me haha, but idk maybe other people don't think about 1001 things all the time like me
i am an angst enjoyer too, but my most angsty bl vn is this commercial one here... it made my proofreader cry multiple times lol so that was fun
if you want a more dour bl story from me that's free you can maybe check this one out, it's a bit of a mix of gloom and hope which was meant to feel ever so slightly seedy... this is an r18 story though and it deals w/ some potentially uncomfy subjects.
and thank you very much!