i think about the routine to follow when you're younger and how much we depend on it to not only make it through the day, but also how we feel about ourselves. i don't think i've had any 'normal' routine in years. everyday i always felt that i function at 85% at my best, never 100% but that's enough or at least, i have to make it be enough to get by. defining our worth outside of this capitalistic hellscape matters yet the work is dirty, and ugly, but worth it. thank you for making this. as always, thank you for existing. much love, always and more from your buddy here <3