You know if writing into a paper your words sounds kind poetic into the right lines.
Just writing little by little into separated pages and maybe published it and see what happed!
Just a little though.
I will type something more here. My mind is working something.
Not that but something I though too remembered.
People have to find happiness inside themselves to not feel lost when alone.
Because other people are not a remedy to cure someone's loneliness(yes you said you don't feel lone)or sadness.
But someone one to add to yourself happiness.
Find things you like and love so turn those into habits into your life.
I love to read visual novels before sleep everyday because that huge lists in my profile.
I am still writing the think in my mind so I will post it after I finish it.