um, it was actually nervewracking and kinda intimate in a way that they both had formed a bond with such respectful procedures. those in-depth interactions where they looked out for each other with best interests in mind considered, and how mr. guest here was thorough, well one could never be too careful anyway esp if it involved a friend you cared for you wouldnt want to mess up anything. i got hard guilt kicking in when i had to treat him rudely and rough TT in here, it was very pleasant to be having face-to-face with him and just imagining to be in his close friend (sher)’s shoes, though somehow it felt more watching a mirror of me at times haha made me pull at my hair frustration level like stop acting like that please.
in any case it was relaxing, also educational, too, really put me through a nice little reminder of reality check with that healthy needed routine