I don't think I could recover after this, I cried and shook and was frustrated, all I could think up to describe this was... Angsty bittersweetly poetic, okay I admitted I didn't understand much what was actually going on at first since MTL-tied language barrier and all that I wished I could have gained the capability to understand even casual Japanese to grasp that true essence, but still, the loop and unwrapping of the mysterious lore was very well-paid off with how the engrossing narrative flowed and the characters too. So I did some research too, because I need clarification and I think,
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the guy was based on that sidhe fairy Irish folklore?? The wordplay of title after getting true end too seemed to support that, and I kid you not, that realization hit me like a brick because he just—I think he was the kind of creature, like, a contradicting parasitic being need to feed on another's live and he was like kind of purposefully, being mean and even went through the efforts of breaking it up himself, but he did look like he actually loved the mc that he dragged the process out down to their last breath (wasn't even allowed to have his selfishness lead to a happy conclusion where they could be together, just mc's happiness in their death devoted for him, ugh the feels). That's what I could understand so far, sorry if I mistook anything but I really believed this game was not disappointing or even regrettable to be played, the man needed some much deserved eternal love and hugs...