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So, oh boy, I hope It's not too late for me to get back into writing with you. 

As an explanation: I drove back from my relatives' place on Christmas day (24. in Germany) and struggled with sleeping/being awake at the right time of day. I didn't want to stay over Christmas there for... reasons. 

Now I am not sure what to do all day until my family returns. 😅😪


(I forgot our usual topic visual novels, what's wrong with me?? If you want we could discuss it on discord. I played through Adastra and will, after I'm done with this paragraph, start on The Smoke Room build one. The creator of Uncommon Breed is not going to publish any more public updates, which means I have to consider becoming patron again. Hmm)


Midsommar is highly and I mean it when I say HIGHLY overrated. I have no idea what everyone sees in that pile of trash, seriously. The only good thing I can say about that thing is the characters, including the protagonist, a girl, are pretty good actors. Everything else is hilariously boring, unfunny and uninteresting. Because you have no intentions on watching Joker, what I understand, I believe you won't like Midsommar either. Even though you can't really compare those two at all. It's more a feeling I have. After all we know each other for quite some time now. 

I suggested Corvin to watch Tusk and the movie is now on his “professionell written“ (it kinda is tbh) movie list... of shame and despair. Yep


Ahhh, btw Merry Christmas / Happy Holidays and whatnot... :3 I hope you had a fun and a good enough time. I haven't celebrated at all here at home, alone. But it's okay.


Apropo AMV's, I don't have more of these, but similar videos, I want to show you. I just came across them after listening to the soundtracks Stormsinger published on their youtube channel. You have an idea what I'm talking about? Well, you'll have to see... :P 

I noticed how Japanese songs and singers are not as “otherworldly“ as I thought. Yes, watching animes in their respective language is what anybody should do, but when it comes to music it's a different matter.

You propably remember that I wrote I enjoy different music styles from time to time and now I picked up on *this*.


If everyone smokes&drinks around you, I guess you almost have no say or else you would come out as being weird, maybe socially awkward even.


1900 km is longer than Germany is tall, so no wonder why you can't see him regularly. Imagine what would be if travel distances would be shorter in their entirety or we would have faster travel, as average comsumer. There would be nothing that stands in the way of quick vacations, for example, anylonger.

(I like how there's literally tons of topics you could ask “what happend if that was a thing“ about).

Sorry, I forgot what you said about him.


Oh thank you, now I'm a little flattered. No, you don't need to point out mistakes. It would make the process of writing me back just annoying. 

Okay, yes, very general knowledge should be a thing everyone is familiar with. But where do you stop generalizing the importance of whatever? I also think it's different from gender to gender and age to age too.

Have you ever done an IQ-Test? I definetly haven't and I don't think a few questions can figure out what somebodys level of intelligence is. I mean sure, it's possible to acknowledge how much someone knows, but how do you wanna do that with the total of your intelligence? That doesn't make sense to me, considering absolutely everyone has different natures/dispositions (if you know what I mean). As example: My grandma never had a connection to space or maybe Star Wars, is pretty clear, so asking her about black holes or Yoda should be a vaste of time.

Your examples are of course much more precised, though I assume you understand where I'm going with this.


I know, autism victim sounds not so nice. I used this term, because of no better one at hand and simply because of sarcasm or cynisism. A friend I made at the place I told you about (where everyone smokes) said to me autism are partially geniuses, something like that. You know, it's hard for me to believe, because so far my life is quite a mess. And 

I forgot for a second you are studying psychology. The reason why you know about all these people and the topic? 

I wonder if, when humanity survives long enough, there will be enough evolution and research to cure nasty diseases and propably autism too. To be honest I don't believe we will last another 100-150 years. There are too many bad things happening all around us and nobody seems to care one bit. Let me exaggerate once will you?

 

Reading minds is not one of my specialities either.

Sometimes people turn out to be bad after you are in a relationship with them, like Leo in Echo or they loose interest in you.

Know that what happened is by no means entirely your fault. In a relationship both sides have to work together to create harmony. That it doesn't seem to work as well as it used to can we see on how many divorces are happening lately. 

You know what I think? It's a pretty dark perception, but based on the bible I have a point. This “rising darkness“ is to me like a curse, which grows since human recollection. I also think humanity is an error or failed experiment made by god. Honestly though, I have no idea what to make of the big bang or the bible or the trinity or the sense of life. I expect there to be more than an afterlife in ecstasy (/joy, happyness). 


Ah ok then, but you have to agree the protagonists acting skills are really, really good.

Then... Watch Parasite illegal, it's very much worth it. Not alot cinemas (or theaters?) are/were showing it, in Germany at least. Here the cinemas are showing Disney and the other known companies, what I find stupid. Nobody, absolutely nobody needs you STAR WARS IX ! Such a bad movie, so boring.


I binge-watched The Witcher. A very good series with room for improvement still, but a good start nontheless. I read in a review that this person sees the first season as an intro and after watching it I agree with them to some degree. 

By the way I still recommend you Swamp Thing. It made it into my list of favorite series of all time. A Real disappointment that they discontinued it. 

From what I can recall you mentioned Rammstein once as one of your music choices, right? Well, I found out that there are some songs/bands I can listen to, which are alike and in German too.


Now I need to throw in another tbh.

To be honest all these facts are the least of my concerns, because first they are the past and second, let me write it again, we don't seem to learn from our failures. Thus history is almost useless and unnecessary.


I was wondering if I should create a profile on a dating platform... What would you suggest? Actually I want to find the love of my life in the “real world“ and not on the internet, but do I have a choice? I know there are ending up all kinds of bad people sometimes, though I would be careful.

Maybe you could help me a bit with a profile...


Finally, let me show you what I found. You still remember Morenatsu? But not the soundtrack I bet.

And this, my dear friend, is a version with Japanese singers!!

Now these are not from Morenatsu, as you can see, but I like them very much too.

This one is from a visual novel that has never been translated into English. Truly a cruel world we live in...

I suggest you turn on the English subtitles with the names of the singers. 

This is just a funny and quick animation.  I guess this is Chinese. Well, not exactly 😂

This one is your very unusual Christams Song. Both of these singers are also in both UTAU videos from above, I believe. There's one thing in particular that is quite funny, like a present so odd I can't describe it... 😂 I had to laugh.


This is not Japanese, but I love the animation and together with the song it's so emotional. Oh my words 🥺

Hope you like some of these. ;)

And best of luck with finding a new partner. 

So... How was your Christmas, then? It sounds lonely, but if you were more comfortable that way.


Were there ever public builds of Uncommon Breed? I bought it on itch so I got the updates.


I still want to see Midsommar so I can make up my own opinion.


I had a good Christmas. I think I told you on discord? I don't remember.


IQ tests are different than normal tests. They actually ask questions that are logic-based rather than knowledge based. In fact some test different types of intelligence and shows you the results at the end.


I guess I'm something of an autism activist... So I don't like that term at all. I also don't want autism to be cured. It's just another way for people to be different. Auties are where most of our inventions come from. 

I don't know all this because of learning psychology, it's because I've done my research of autism for various reasons. 


I'm skipping a lot because its been a while and I don't totally remember what we were discussing.


As for a dating profile, if you want to meet someone in the real world then just wait. You'll meet them eventually. I stopped with dating profiles a long time ago. I meet people without a profile all the time. Same way I met you usually, comments that don't stop and wanting to stay in touch with them.

You're only 18, you'll grow up, you'll go places, you'll meet people. Don't force it, your special someone will come along one day.

Christmas was fine. To be on your own can both be boring/lonely and exciting/progressive. I liked it to be in need for self-sufficiency.


Not sure, but now that you asked me maybe not. I haven't decided yet to be patron again. One route update a month doesn't seem worth it. Yes, it takes a while for a VN to have a decent amount of content. The reason why that is, is propably caused by the low patron number of Bytez – UB.


I need to watch The Lighthouse and Knives Out. Underwater seems like a B or C movie. Again Midsommar is very freaky and personally I don't know what to think of it, other than it's too slow paced and boring. The story is to me also not very well executed. The Actors/actresses do a fine job, but their roles are mostly plain and simple. I liked the beginning only, not more.


Whatever, I may have never attended one, but I'm sure a test can't cover every important field, unless the length is astronomical. Psychologists to me are just human too, who think of themselves higher and who think they can solve every mental disorder. (No offense you are not one of them)


Well, to be honest if every human is the same in their intelligents and physic life would be far less troublesome. Although I have the suspicion variety is a part of a key to evolution.

I remember you saying your older step brother is autistic. You are like my mom, who has done quite alot of research on that matter too.


Reading is hard isn't? ;P I know it is, but I also feel how it effects my vocabulary and therefore knowledge.


Yeah, waiting is a good idea. No need to rush for a relationship. A life as single it is ... Time is key...

Really? How lucky! 

In 10 days I am 20. :)

You're 28 is that right?

Sorry, I'm kinda depressed right now.

I like when people like my recommendations. And I like it, if I can be of help.
Santa Lucia is early state of the game. It's  gonna be similar to Morenatsu at some point. Apropo I need to keep playing till the end of Morenatsu or did I? ...
Sam is a very nice name. I love it. I always choose random names, but not something like 'garbage bin'. In Morenatsu Homecoming Hiroyuki is a fixed term (?).

I know I know, I hate that color. Thankfully not all the characters are in rainbowcolors... My guy had already sex with one vip patron of that etablissement. He's an alpha wolf and wants to see us again. I usually hate one night stands, but at least Smoke Room feels different in that regard, even though Samuel is a prostitute. The sex scene does not have cgi yet, they will propably add it.

I saw when KGT updated. Have they done alot of changes?

The Arcana? I will take a look, thanks. If I'd really wanted I could patch the apk easily to enable unlimited and free purchases..... I did it with Cells, because the game has to be repeated over and over again and bores me pretty fast.

What are these game names??? But seriously I never heard about either of them. 

I have to beat Adastra's newest open build, do Steamy Hot Springs, attend Tooth + Socially Awkward, play Identity (itch.io), play After Class, try Rogue and finish Fallen Hero: Rebirth (PlayStore (there's only one official Android app store. The other one is for iOS and called AppStore)). I hope Ortega doesn't hate me at the end of my chosen path. rolling_eyes The game is a masterpiece. I subscribed to a youtuber who is playing it. He had 30 subscribers last I checked. He got on the m/m route accidently and doesn't seem too bothered by it “maybe there's an award at the end“. The guy is Fiji and speaks clearly broken English (not fluid). His pronounciation though is mostly accaptable.


PS: You should watch The Witcher, only because of Yennefer. I love her character soo much. The role she has is very, really magnificent and memorable.

sorry it took so long to get back to you.


We actually saw Underwater this last Sunday. I, personally, really liked it. I don't want to give anything away, but they awaken a creature from drilling too deep in the Mariana Trench. 

There's still 80% of the ocean floor undiscovered, so it's not a huge stretch that there's a new species down there. 


Err... Psychologists go through years of education and training to be able to diagnose mental disorders. 

My mom went through 8 years of education, 4 (or more) classes a semester just to get her Master's degree. That's not to mention the teaching training. She didn't get her PhD, which actual Psychologists who diagnose people in a professional setting require, to have a therapy practice. 

A PhD would've been another 4 years, at least, plus an entire dissertation. In case you don't know, a dissertation is 50-300 pages (depending on the subject) of researching a subject and it has to be 100% 'original'. 

Child psychology practice generally requires 100+ pages; Educational psychology 120+ pages; General psychology 150+ pages.

So while they may be human, and some think they're better than others, they DO know what they're talking about.


And yes, I'm 28. 29 next month.

That almost sounds like a confession, asking about ages and reminding me when you get older LOL.




I've only chosen random names in the old pokemon games where you named your rival. In the originals the rival was a jerk, so I'd name him "lil'ass" or "assface" etc.


KGT has had CGs added, the walk to the first town is longer. It takes a week or so, the newest update (3.1) should have you arriving there now.


I urge you to actually support the creators of The Arcana if you can. They give unlimited key weekends, and a daily chance to get coins. There's also a game you can play three times a day, and if you get enough postcards you get prizes. That's not even mentioning how well done the story is. All the routes are different. There's next to nothing the same when you change love interests.


Now would be a good time to start Socially Awkward because it requires a new game to avoid errors.


I'd rather play the Witcher games than watch the show, honestly. I have most of them I think...

I'll propably have to look more into Underwater, but there's so much on my watchlist... It is interesting and I like Lovecraftian horror, so maybe.

Some people say we know more about space than the ocean, which is bs. Although I guess there's a hidden truth.


I'm too sceptical, I trust NO ONE. 


Wait... Next month? Then congratulation for having lived another year! If you're uncomfortable for being reminded, let's make it short. (I don't care for birthday wishes either)


Is the story better than Major/Minor's though? Rook is my new favorite visual novel character. He reminds me a bit of myself and is... just real cute. What species he's from is unknown to me, some kind of rodent, not the usual VN species.

Where do I find The Arcana, again? Not on itch right?

Right, Socially Awkward... So far they haven't published a new update or? 


Well, if you're not interested in The Witcher maybe try out Dracula. There's only 3 episode, but I love it, especially the end. You can call it a psychological horror thriller. 


Here's a website you might wanna check out. A youtuber recommended it to me, so I could play Fallen Hero Retribution. https://dashingdon.com/?page=1

Don't mention it. I did remember something like this. :C
The only VN, from the Echo Project, I still care about would be The Smoke Room. There's so much left and they could be writing a banger, but I doubt that'll it be very different from Echo. Echo's story itself is epic, but character wise I really don't like it, so I don't like the plot either. (Only the story) What I like the most about TSR is how the MC is not as insecure and helpless, like most other visual novel MC's.

Stealthy ninja, you say? Oh, you mean the fox! I don't know if I wanna or can get used to the design choice though... I'm no fan of Killigan's Treasure's artworks and neither SteamyHot Spring's.
He is isn't he. I guess I knew something was “wrong“ with him. 
They just released an update.

I hope the next time Grizz updates Password the new CGI's have found their places in game. If you haven't seen any new character art style let me just say they've done it.

Thank you, my dear ^^ 
Now the closest to me, who remain to be informed and who most likely suspect nothing, because they don't know anything, are my sisters. My older sister is barely home (bachelor+master) anymore and now with covid19...
Well and then there's my relatives. This is propably going to be the most difficult  encounter. Especially with my grandma. She is a bit biased and... (What are you, when you are old fashioned and prefer the old ways of thinking...?), but she likes me. I really don't care about what my cousins and cousins (what is the word for female cousin?? – dad's bloodline) will think. My other cousins (mom's bloodline – one boy, two girls), I have seen way more often. Hopefully they don't lose their crap. neutral_face

Have you seen “I Am Not Okay With This“? I'd definetly call it unique. 

Uhh, what are those DOAs? No idea what you're trying to say.

Currently I'm reading a story named Taming the Bad Boy, on Wattpad. The author is one of the far better ones, who attend to publish their work. I thoroughly enjoy what this person wrote so far. 
It's not furry, you know. 💔 😥

Ok fine. Problem is it remains awkward. 

I don't know myself... 

Yeah I remember you saying that. True and I agree with you. If there were more characters like Tyson, these games were more interesting. By the way, Identity is good in that regard. 
My speech too, Sho is at least versatile. I'd much rather call Yuu a top than him. WOTB really f*cked it up. 


Well... HxH is pretty good up until the final ark, then it's superb. First I was like Chimera Ants vs the good guys? Wtf, this is gonna be awful, but after a few episodes I saw the potential and it grew and grew until it finally exploded. Also, HxH is NOT and I repeat NOT a lighthearted comedy. It is very dark, especially in the end, when the MC (Gon) turns evil. He uses his life enery and almost dies, because of it, to incinerate his archnemesis. What I love too is how side characters suddenly have more inportant roles, than all the main characters. Welfin for example, a mix between wolf, horse, ant (one of the bad guys (Chimera Ants), who makes the good guys win... with only one single word) Yes, most Chimera ants are intelligent, because they were “made from“ humans. The cruelty is double worse, because these “ants“ remember their old selves

There is a very new anime that goes by the name Vinland Saga. It has 9/10 on IMDb. Propably this is something for you. Although the plot is build around vikings. 
Maybe you should then watch The Promised Neverland instead. Not many people have seen it. 

Okay, AoT is pretty brutal. I just have to see more, so I can be sure about the quality... However the Edo Tensei Jutsu or Itachi murdering his clan, in Naruto, is far worse than the whole AoT anime. Or how Shinichi has to murder an alien, with the appearance of his mother, in Parasyte the Maxim. In Ajin: Demi-Human people experiment with ajin humans, that means they kill them, they come back to life and get killed again right away. 
The only thing really, which makes AoT so hardcore, is the animation. Not only is it top notch, no also dark.
An extraordinary anime you might like is Devilman Crybaby. This has to be the most disturbing anime there is. Maybe Elfenlied can top it of idk..
Pretty much sure I told you this. Sorry, I'm repeating myself.


Wait, Morningdew Farms? Isn't that the visual novel you can buy on itch? If it is what I think it is then there's a furry too, yes? A werewolf. If you look at my list on itch, you'll see I already know about it. ;)

But have you heard of BEEK? A new (“V“)N made by Studio Klondike! 
...the devs of Nekojishi!
I was very excited to hear from it. Now I'm a little dead inside. It is not only for the age of 6+, but on the playstore too. I think you have to pay a bit at a certain point, not sure what you'll get in return though. I'm not there yet.

I don't want or need anymore VN's with “unique characters“. What I'm looking for are well written romances, that's all I care for. Depth and people you can relate to is more important than anything. Sure, all of these kinds exist, but at least Ican't identify myself with them.
Why would you want pervs or other “styles“? I really don't know... 
Okay, well as I said I haven't got much time on my hands. This weekend yes, though I used it rather to relax... and watch anime, sry. :c

(Played a bit “House of Beef“)

No, there hasn't been a CGI update, for mobile that is. If the PC versions have had one is unknown to me. 
The latest Santa Lucia patch is perfection. I loved every second. Although, Carlos still has his problems. Nice are the explanations we get, and how the MC opens up to someone about his sexuality. 
Devilizer told me his boyfriend Dzahn is American (half Mexican) and he French. They answer questions sometimes on their Patreon Stormsinger.


Inkling? Are you with your mind in some sort of parallel Splatoon world or...
I look gay? :0 why thank you. 🤗 Maybe I have an easier time finding a boyfriend, that way. How you jump to this conclusion is a mystery, in everyones eyes, but I like it. 
You could say traditional. I meant to say conservative instead. Are nice boys too hard to find? I want to know in general. 
Oh-kay? Then how do you make your point clear to someone else? In the written language this works: Fcousin, Mcousin, unless you write names of course. Because most names are male or female only.


Maybe there have been some DOA's under the 4, I transported. No idea~


Hehehe.... 😄 why wouldn't I? 
Well, in my story the MC is a helpless “waifu“, but the cuteness is overclocked, which balances it out a bit. And the writing is just super good.
I did read the first 1/4 of Perry Rhodan 146. For some reason it's not so interesting as it used to be. After so many books the stories kind of repeat themselves, or are similar in some aspects. 


Our computer is reaching it's end, unfortunately. The final countdown is ticking. The noises it makes are like the rustling of the ocean. If head cancer, caused by noise, was a thing, then I would already have it.
Didn't AoT publish a new season or am I going crazy? No, there was such an announcement.


Have you heard of a game called QuizzLand? I can't live without it anymore. Not only is it addictive, but you expand your 'general knowledge' easily and efficently.
You propably remember QuizzDuell. It's pretty bad compared to QuizzLand. (Although, maybe it is better after all this time. Idk/c)