Had a great time reading that made me cry when I was done for unrelated reasons - A person trying hard to go to their University of choice

On a serious note the topic explored of the main character trying to find the connection they feel they lost from theri brother from other unhealthy places in two different ways one person using them and there somewhat aware of that fact but the attention is to good vs genuine attention and friendly to sexual attention that they unhealthily put all their wellbeing into was so interesting as a read