So whenever I die It slowly goes to a black screen and when I say slow i mean slow but thats besides the point it then goes to the voided pixels screen and then just  stops cant do anything and if im fullscreen I cant exit the game there are no error messages and its everytime. I think it may just be because I have a bad laptop but idk. Btw Im on windows 10

Have you downloaded the newest version? It included a dying screen fix. Also the long dying screen is a punishment for dying :)