i want to do it

Call someone dude(tte). The worst thing you can do if you ever want to feel right or good again is end it.

Also, you don't realize how many people you'll be hurting even more than you are hurting now. Don't do that to them, and don't be that person. This stranger on the internet thinks you can do it. You're already smart enough to say something instead of doing anything rash. Keep going in that direction, it's good!

Hey, no need to do this :(

How are you feeling now? We can talk if you want or maybe I can recommend you some another cute VNs from my favorites so you can switch your attention from DDLC...