to anyone and you who see this post, if you are attatched to him as a character and actually wanna see him thrive, do NOT give into the curiosities of the ruthless route, it destroyed me to the point it took eleven hours to get my shit together.
I took my time and played the good route, then I went to see what the ruthless route was and now I'm absolutely sick to my stomach, I'm boutta cry over this man.