Chiel. I am so, so sorry to hear everything that happened with your husband. I'm glad that you are starting to have some clarity on the situation, but I can understand how difficult this must be for you. Please, take as much time as you need to process and heal, there is no timeline for when you need to be better. As people were saying on the last update, you are valued and loved, and you deserve someone who will put you first.
Again, I'm glad that you've begun to heal. Keep hugging those doggies and I know you'll get through it. ♡♡