ahh at the end of the day we all just lil creatures who thrive on trashy teen romance lmao <3 also, i write for myself, like, just making up fantasy worlds for me to read before sleep, i suck af but that's how i know that writing is HARD! i truly respect you and every IF author who creates magical stories in their head then share it with the world <3 ALSO nooo you're not crazyyy stay stronggg <3 and if it's any help, it's IF like yours that helps me taking steps away from the brink of madness. i mean it, truly, no exaggeration. i was at a low point in my life when i found the world of interactive novel and it quickly became my escapism. life still hasn't gotten any better but i cope by manifesting all the good things i've read in IFs and IRUS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OF COURSE IM MANIFESTING IRUS ILL KEEP GOING IF IT MEANS ILL EVENTUALLY MEET MY OWN IRUS <333