i hope the author is okay :" in one of the comments they said they'll be back in november and it's january now (also i can't find their tumblr???) pls stay safe and healthy dear author <333
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ahh at the end of the day we all just lil creatures who thrive on trashy teen romance lmao <3 also, i write for myself, like, just making up fantasy worlds for me to read before sleep, i suck af but that's how i know that writing is HARD! i truly respect you and every IF author who creates magical stories in their head then share it with the world <3 ALSO nooo you're not crazyyy stay stronggg <3 and if it's any help, it's IF like yours that helps me taking steps away from the brink of madness. i mean it, truly, no exaggeration. i was at a low point in my life when i found the world of interactive novel and it quickly became my escapism. life still hasn't gotten any better but i cope by manifesting all the good things i've read in IFs and IRUS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OF COURSE IM MANIFESTING IRUS ILL KEEP GOING IF IT MEANS ILL EVENTUALLY MEET MY OWN IRUS <333
aahh i hope this isn't dead :( there's lots i love about this if but i just wanna highlight one;
tiny SPOILER(ish)
okay i just love how the intern can already be in a relationship right off the bat.,like, what's better than being in a life and death situation with your beloved lol ALSO i don't know if it's just me and my lonely heart but I LOVE how sickeningly sweet Alaric is plsss i mean just look;
"Okay, but seriously, hasi (little rabbit), I am here for you to lean on. Both literally and metaphorically." He takes your hand in his and kisses it. "As long as there's any sense in my head, I'm yours. Got it?"
You feel Alaric grab your free hand. "Hey, it'll be okay. Even if it's not, I promise I'll always be there for you."
what do you mean he calls the intern lil rabbit and being cute doing it huh gaahh i'm sobbing ueueue
aah thank you! and i'm sorry about your pet :( my cat's been missing for couple months now but i'm not losing hope! <3
fictional men are truly a blessing fr and Irus omg IRUS like when i need to escape from reality i usually turn to my fav VN or IF and stalking your tumblr or replaying sweet moments with Irus are included in my usual escape routes lol
i've commented few months ago to declare my love to Irus and it stands true till this day ayy if life isn't so harsh and money isn't so tight i'd truly love to support you on Patreon :" for now i can only pray that you'd be blessed with health and good night sleep and your fav food whenever you're craving it! <3
you have no idea how amazed i am of your mind like gaahh you've created my ideal man like that's my ideal man right there!!! *manifesting hard for IRL Irus to come and get me outta herreee*
good God my love for Irus is bordering unhealthy frfr
TMI time - so i'm in an unhappy relationship and something happened and i have been crying since morning even after doing things for distraction now tell me why my brain just suggested "guess it's time to see Irus then" and tell me why i did exactly that and tell me why it actually worked?? Irus said 'beloved' and suddenly my tears backtracked into my eyes?? the sky cleared up?? my missing cat came back home?? (okay he didn't he's still missing but ya get my point sad lol)
my point is I JUST NEED IRUS IN MY LIFE IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR </3
Noah: literally a walking red flag
My MC: oh? oh? suddenly my favorite color is red 😍🚩
jokes aside I LOVE THIS aaahhhhh i've replayed this for like 5-6 times I think?? my top 3 to romance are Noah, Haoyu, and Anwar <333
thank you for this good meal, dear author <3 I hope you get to have your favorite snacks whenever you're craving it and oh stay hydrated! <3
aw thank you! <3
aah can't wait to reunite with Dena! (and maybe make Irus jealous in the process lmao sorry my beloved)
ah yes i actually found your tumblr earlier just after i sent my comment and am literally binge reading everything this very moment :D
thank you so much for responding <3 i hope the writing process goes smoothly and that your favorite drink is always in the right temperature whenever you're having it! <3
ah yes! i don't usually play shy MC, bold & flirty thirsty af full of hoe behaviour MC is more my vibe lol and so at first I was like, aw yes let's be a tease and romance sir dense and i did play that route for a bit and i thoroughly enjoyed it BUT THEN PRINCE IRUS i mean maaaannn prinCE IRUS gaaaahhhhhh he's affectionate he's caring he's so touchy-feely he's jealous he's protective HE'S MY DREAM MAN for real for shooooo
i replayed and went for sir dense route again but it felt like i'm making MC cheat on our beloved Prince ykyk not to mention that we're shown him being jealous and feeling left out like nooooo can't do that to our future husband nope nope nope
FRUSTRATING that's the word! lmao English isn't my 1st language and i felt frustrated with the whole Rana situation but couldn't remember the word lolol Rana is innocent and my MC isn't upset with her but man i am BITTERRR my MC will be a good sibling to her but mama and hubs can go trip and eat dirt for all i care lmao
thank you so much for telling me that! at least now I know what to expect and anticipate in the upcoming story <3 with that i wanna ask if it's alright; do you have an estimation on how many chapters the whole game is gonna be? thank you!
oh also DENA! my MC's first love! we love them! if it's not too much of a spoiler, will we ever see them again? thank you! <3
oh my this is GOOD the writing, the pace, the interactions between characters, they are *mwah* chef's kiss <3 okay this is gonna be kinda long
SPOILER-ish (ROs & MC dynamics)
plzzzzz shy MC x Prince Irus is a dangerous combo seriously like, Irus is bold and playful and loves teasing a flustered MC, and he says things like "you're always so shy, it's maddening how enjoyable it is to see you squirm like this" i was like, excuse me sir? SIR?? aaahhh- AND he calls MC beloved aaaahhhhh-
now a shy MC x Sir Oren is a (cute) disaster lmaooo i mean, one is a blushing, flustered mess and the other one is a dense clueless idiot lmaoo MC be flushed red from his attention and Sir Dense be like; "are you unwell? you look rather red, are you sick?" yes sir i'm sick, sick of your goofy ass lmaooo
BIG SPOILER
good GOD i'm pissed at mama and her new hubby, like, they're really dismissing MC's pain and anger, the hubby keeps on saying mama suffered more, mama sacrificed a lot blablabla HOW BOUT YOU JUST SHUT THE FVCK UP like come on dude, yes we still don't know the full story behind Mama's action but MC's hurting too alright?!
also the whole Rana is a blessing thing, like broo seriously??? what is MC then? a curse??? like how could you say that your new child is a blessing in front of the child that you abandoned??? my god if only there's a choice to fist fight mama & new hubs lmaaoooooo jkjk
thank you so much for bringing us along this wonderful adventure, dear author (and thank you for blessing me with Prince Irus my beloved <3), i hope you get to have good night sleep, and to never have sore throat, and you get to have your favorite food whenever you crave it! <3
you know that feeling when you get woken up at 3am and your throat feels like it's been burned by satan himself so then you chug an entire glass of water and suddenly it feels like you've been resurrected from the dead and there's angels pouring heavenly liquid down your throat? yeah that's how i feel reading this if-
SPOILER-ISH??
i mean??? sex scene right near the beginning? then another one (and longer!) in the next chapter?? like?? that doesn't happen often and what a blessing that is!! and and! the way the MC's customization gets mentioned A LOT in the story? like the piercings during the woo-hoo?? mwah chef's kiss! so new so refreshing so aaahhh
ALSO i get to be a badass hunter and a traumatized self-destructive horny hoe who uses sex as a coping mechanism?? YUM i'm eating GOOD (i am MC and MC is me minus the badass hunter part lmao)
thank you so much for this refreshing masterpiece, dear author <3 i hope you get enough undisturbed rest and you never catch cold and you get to have your favorite food whenever you crave it! <3
i told myself to only check the newest chap quickly before bed, like, getting some licks before devouring the whole thing when i finally had the time but hello?? i ended up staying up till like 4am because-
SPOILER for X route-chapter eleven
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THEY KISSED?!! holy spirits i'm a sucker for good old kissing scene and i was honestly thinking that i want my crown and X to kiss but figured it was still too early they aren't even official yet but then they kissed??! and that was PERFECT?! like, the author didn't just slap down "and then they kissed" but it was so beautifully described and stretched out to the right amount it left me satisfied and wanting more at the same time aaahhhh i'm gonna combust-
oh? a compliment on my energy sounds like a marriage proposal to me so if you would be so kindly to pls sign here- lmao jkjk pls tell Maddock to sign instead-
but THANK YOU omg that's like one of the best kind of compliments and something i'd remember for sure when I need a lift up on bad days aahhh that just made my week! i hope you have the nicest and stress-free week and your favorite beverage is always the right temperature whenever you're having it <3
my god this is a crime. i mean, i'm only a few pages in and already rolling on the ground kicking my feet giggling blushing begging on my knees because of Maddock???
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"Safira never said he would give me heart attacks..."
that's right dear author, where's the TW huh? maybe 'big dom mountain daddy man might make you combust from overheating' or something like that lol jk. probably. lmao
on a serious note, this is AMAZING. the writing, the characters (okay, i haven't finished this but come on, from the descriptions alone i just know this if is a three course meal i'd gratefully devour)
lord knows i've been waiting for a character like Maddock, like, desperately waiting. my little sub-maso heart is thankful and she's happily twirling inside my chest rn (was that a TMI? oh well lmao)
may you get to have your favorite food everytime you crave it and i wish you a good good night sleep, beloved author <3
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oh those are the exact steps I always do too! in which resulted Ezo got her arm broken and the magus got minor injuries. but I read on AToC Tumblr that that's the middle outcome. there's the best outcome where both Ezo and the magus are unharmed. so yeah, still trying to find the way to reach that outcome ^^
if the ones dying are the assassins, I don't know the way (if there's any) to prevent it. but if it's the magus or anyone else, then I do know. I DON'T claim the steps I did as the perfect one, but at least I managed to avoid any major character death :")
I always choose to prioritize the public, be wary of the nobles, and just be kind but still cautious of the peris. however, this will result in one locked dialogue in court scene. so it's still flawed, but I don't think it's a complete failure lol still trying to find the perfect steps tho
if you want a walkthrough, just let me know! I'm not an expert but I'd like to help ^^
here's what I did in D route
don't trust the peri princess but don't be hostile either, just be cautious
ask why they haven't visited the soldier who tried to assassinate us
when they bow, allow them
tell them both them and their parent weren't at fault
the unsteady stat might still appear for a moment, but as long as you do all of the above, and then choose to ask when will we see them again when they're leaving (instead of wishing them well), you'll be good ^^
good luck and just let me know if you're still having trouble!
SO THAT WHERE THE PROBLEM WAS! /sobbing/
my crown told R to find closure on my first play through and they stopped using their usual "my crown" right after and I was in PAIN
you, my friend, are a savior T^T my crown and R are now off to their honeymoon and I hope you have a wonderful week, and you get to eat your favorite food, and have a good good night sleep <3
for X, they don't like it when we're being pushy. e.g. when they want to leave, then don't ask them to stay. instead be understanding and let them go.
for D, it's the complete opposite. when they wish to leave, show them our reluctance to let them go.
for A, I had a smooth sailing relationship, so I can't really remember if I encountered any problems. just be understanding and things will be good.
now, I just finished playing R route and I'm crying. our relationship was unsteady and I didn't manage to fix it even after reaching the end of chapter 10. so I can't offer any help for this one (yet). so sorryyyy
if you're still having any difficulties with X/D/A route, just let me know! I'll retrace my steps for their routes and show you which choices to choose. good luck! :D