I hear you man, but don't feel bad, the update is 50$ today because that's the minimum tier to get the first day early access update in my patreon page, so I can't give it for less here, each week a new tier has access, lowering the tier, lowering the price. Next week it will be 20, then 10. I know 50 is insane, but it would be a insult to those paying patreons to give it for less elsewhere.