This a lot of what feels missing form my life, the feeling of being able to bond with others in person, because I don't go out enough, to be with family like things used to be, to have something to do to give proper self worth (a job), a sense of belonging. This is stuff I myself have to work on, but at the same time keep feeling scared. I only ever feel happy if I can make others happy, so as much as I love having some form of ability to identify with the characters, its not real, it only makes me feel good for as long as it lasts. I can't help but express how I feel, and long for simpler times. Days gone by that we can't ever get back... and on top of that always feeling behind on the times. Got to stop looking at the past so much, but I can't help it, I can't help with it at times when I don't feel like there is a future, and when I do see a future, it is all but fantasy...
This is what this work/build makes me think of.
Salmon! <3