I deleted it after a few minutes because I couldn't stand how pathetic the protagonist is.
He is always self-pitying and dumb as fuck, he always blames himself for everything which happens as if the world revolved around him and he was responsible for every each little thing which happens in it and he ruins his first night with Miriel because he is dumb enough to think that she pleasured him only because of the spell even though she took all the initiatives because he couldn't formulate a single sentence so she did everything without him telling anything and he still thinks that he took advantage of her, blames himself (as always), and orders her to forget everything which happened, everything that they shared, and go back to her room even though it was obvious that she wanted more, he is just too stupid and pathetic with all his self-pitying for me to be able to appreciate him so I got rid of him, simple as that.