Thanks for the reply Cardagan! I actually found a few ways of making it more enjoyable at least for myself. I named the protag something childish like "just a real bastard" so that everytime someone addressed then it was that. Also I after playing through the main storyline I'm just rooting for Asterion Kota and Nico to put the protagonist in his place. Also hearing that it's not just all hurting the poor boy makes me feel a lot better. Thanks again.