My ex just does it sometimes, but he never means it. Other times he’s extremely sweet, especially when I’m feeling down. He said that if I ever feel like that again, that I have to call him, even if he’s at work, or if it’s three AM for him. Which, I won’t do, I worry about his sleep.
I’m sorry about your mom being diabetic, my mom also loves it when I cook things for her, sometimes she’s too busy to make lunch for the family, so I have to do it, which helps me learn to cook on my own. I’m still too scared to use a match to light the stove, but I’ll get over it.
I think I’m close to convincing one of my friends to play this game, I’ve told him so many good things about it, and he said that as soon as he organizes his things (including his life), he’ll play it.
Last year, during a school trip, I tried to end it all, because I was in so much physical pain and emotional, and the next day, I was called “too emotional” by my teacher, who said I didn’t have depression, and instead I was just too hormonal. When I had been on meds for around a month.
I was kicked out of that school because of my depression, which makes me want to burn things, I had been there all my life, and I get kicked out for being depressed after going through a sexual assault?
I’m sorry for venting, but, I’m feeling better this week. I haven’t spoken to my father in like a month, this time he messed up, like when he hid the fact I had a new brother who was already 50 days old, or when he said “starving would look pretty on you”, when I was only 13.
Thank you so much for everything, really, you have no idea how much it helped me.