The stress and pressure of the last day or two is all too real and too stressful, I'm glad to see someone else posting about this. I'm seconding what robobarbie said with how you always seem so passioante about your games. I would have never known you were experiencing this level of stress with how you compose yourself.
Please take care of yourself, take a break and enjoy some fresh air, pets, food, whatever brings you joy. I cant wait to see what other projects you bring us when you're able to again <3