Thanks for playing! For sure some music or ambient noise would have helped. Glad it worked for you on Ubuntu!
—Minor spoiler—
Cause I finally found the great recall but yet I can’t recall anything
The implication is that you have been stuck in a loop forever. The spell you think will restore your memory is actually what erases it, and you wake up only knowing that you need to find the spell. Maybe that wasn’t obvious enough though :)