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EA and TA not? Weird, but each their own as you wrote.

Is it maybe cause the MC lives in a shelter and is therefore to pity or something?

I mean Yuuichi's and Shoichis story is so heartwarming and cute (not gonna lie :), just look at Uke's reaction, it's priceless (UkeKooki channel).

I know, Blackgate fans are constantly complaining about the pretty much non-existing new content each update brings to them.

You wouldn't expect it from Gear, would you? Yeah he is attractive, charming, I bet romantic and his background story is moving, pretty unlikely for a wolf if you ask me. (When I think of a wolf I think of our 'dog'... or werewolves.)

Even though I don't know Attack on Titan I am sure Assassination Classroom is better :P

9 years how does that work...? I am from my sisters around 2-3 years apart.

Have you watched Deckerlink's VN rating list? He made two videos recently about the worst 20 and best 10. Number 20 is Morenatsu and even though he explained his position pretty well I find it unfair, because it was mostly because of it being unfinished. I know it doesn't excuse everything, but I think it deserves something better. You recommended it to me that means you really like it too?!

I am disappointed that they couldn't manage or finish their project too of course.

I really hope they'll work it out with Homecoming. Honestly I prefer Revisited over Homecoming, for now.

I watched Brightburn and wow was it cool. Although I think they could've made it much better. I would've liked to see more school scences and maybe more police research, more besides the murdering scenes so to say.

It was hard to believe how he hid his new-self (being possessed is like a new-self) and then the end oh my. I thaught he was done. His “fathers“ plan didn't succed at all, but there was no 'hope' for it anyway. The “mother“ though, that scene was amazing. As soon as he grabbed her hand she was already dead...

The end shows us that we are allowed to assume getting (please tell me if this is correct! Or is it 'to get'?) another part or it's just an open ending, which would be fine. (I think he is unstoppable with all his powers)

Do you know the series Archer or Disenchantment? Both are incredible funny (and animated) and I would recommend them adults/teenagers instead of kids. Disenchantment was made by the creators of The Simpsons and is better in my eyes. Archer has 10 -11 seasons and is just so good, but you have to like the comical humor, which is not everybody's favourite and yours propably too.

My family and I are not rich, wealthy yes, but not rich and because I still live with my parents I am still being supported. Dad's a CEO of a pretty big hospital and works alot, sadly...

Mom supports a “syndrome kid“ (like me) at school.

I also got very lucky with my “godmother“ (what a weird translation...). She and her husband have no childs and supported me and their other “godchild“ instead.

I only spend my money for clothes and fitness articles (no weights anymore, well a weightvest and a cheap traning tower) and I rather spend my money for these hard working VN creators, than for a flatrate or video games for example too.

I love doing sports, so I do Calisthenics on my own. I hate competitions, so no teamsport for me. I tried several sports, but I don't know. I think I have the requirements for pretty much any sport and could become pretty good in many, but I'm too shy, no not shy, but I'm too afraid to be marginalized (like at school) to enter a club and wouldn't know which sport to choose... stupid me...

I also find parcour running exciting, though I have no clue if it's possible where I live.

(You don't have to write about your family (maybe I am too open, as you know by now) Everything I write is the truth)

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Samtoinette6 years ago

It's definitely not pity that Darius feels. He's actually legitimately touched that the MC trusts him, then after an... altercation (not physical) Darius realizes how much the MC cares if he sleeps around so he stops. It's like they're dating but it's not like 'official' because Darius is scared of commitment (which is also explained in his route).

Heh, unfortunately I agree. At first I thought the complaining was unwarranted, but then I saw Bane was double charging the patrons each month with updates that were 15 minutes apart, plus the lack of content. I commented that Bane should drop the strict schedule and work to give proper updates. I probably will be ignored, but at least I tried. Besides, Bane said they were rewriting large portions of Blackgate, so I recommended they stop updating until they catch up to where the current build is.

I can't bring myself to harm wolves in video games. The first thing I try to do if I can is find a mod so the wolves are friendly in each game I play. Otherwise, I run away as often as I can. I guess deep down they're still my favorite wild animal from when I was young.

I think Grizz's backstory is more moving, but I'm dying to know what makes Reiner tick. He's so close-lipped about himself.

Well, just like in Brightburn, my brother and I were both adopted (as newborns). Most adults my age have parents that are around late 40s or early 50s. My parents are in their early 60s. I guess they didn't want another kid when my brother was super young. I'm really grateful though, because my birth family is awful. I've met them, and now want nothing to do with them.

If you're including my birth family, I have one older brother and three younger sisters from them, for a total of two older brothers.

I only count the one I grew up with though, and he's the one that's 9 years older than me.

I have not. I don't put a lot of faith in reviewers, honestly. Probably because I always like movies that the movie critics hate. It translates into other fields as well though.

Was he reviewing Morenatsu or Morenatsu Revisited?

Either one, I honestly only liked two available routes. I've done them all.

Tatsuki, the Dragon, was an alcoholic and too bold for me. His route has too many twists and turns and too many endings that don't make any sense at all. I also preferred other characters on his specific route to himself.

Kounosuke, the Tanuki, was such a self-absorbed schemer. He's late to everything and honestly only cares about himself.

Shun, the Wolf (innocent kid, not grey husky-- it's easy to get them mixed up), was like dating a child. He's too innocent, his route just made me feel like a dirty old person.

Juuichi, the Bear, wasn't bad but I was honestly more interested in someone else in his specific route. He's kind and thoughtful, but his route wasn't exciting to me.

Torahiko, the Tiger, wasn't bad either but like all best-friend-turned-lover stories it was too anticlimactic for me. It also ends the soonest, you don't finish half the game after choosing Torahiko.

Kyouji (the Dog) and Soutaro (the Lion) both have unfulfilling endings. I don't want to give anything away, though the outcome is obvious even if you haven't played their 'routes'.

Kouya, the Husky, was my second favorite. I can't even describe why, but I guess because it had so much depth to it. His route wasn't superficial like everyone else's was, he had realistic issues.

And Shin, the Cat, as I've said before was my favorite and still is. I love opening up the stoic characters, and his shocked, blushing face is the cutest to me.

Yeah, clearly Brandon's father didn't think his plan through. Your son has never had a cold, been bruised, or bled and you think shooting him will work?

His mother at least had a better idea of what to do.

It wasn't the ending I hoped for. I wanted his mother, at least, to protect him. I thought she'd burn his notebooks to protect him from the police. Instead, she tried to kill him as well. You could tell he felt so betrayed in that moment. I don't blame him, I would've too.

I think "assume we're getting" works better, but yes they left it open for another. I'm not sure if they'll make another or just leave it open. I honestly don't see where they could go with the next film because Brandon is too powerful. He's just going to take over the world, and nothing can stop him.

I hate Archer, but I love Disenchantment.

My family was always on the poor side. Not dirt poor, mind you, we were never homeless and always had food on the table, but we didn't have the money to get a lot of extra things. That's largely because of many mistakes my father made, but he's done his best to support us.

My mom homeschooled me and my brother, and dad insisted she didn't work and educated us instead (which was seriously a good thing. The schools in America are going downhill at a rapid pace). She went with me to college and got her Master's degree in Psychology so she could teach at the college level. I'm back in school because I didn't learn the right things for a field I'm actually interested in.

I've never had an allowance or anything, so I just occasionally get paid for the work I do on the computers at home. I help mom with her paperwork at the end of the semester and keep the computers free of malware. When something's malfunctioning, I'm always asked about it.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago

There is so much I could write right now...

Edit: yep it is alot

Okay I understand, I just don't like the thaught that while they are building up a relationship Darius is sleeping with others or did I understand something wrong? In either case I wouldn't like having a former porn star as boyfriend...

It's nice too hear they are working on it, but exploiting voluntary sponsers is not a fair method for making money.

How could anyone, should be the question. I am certain you didn't know that in Mongolia they hunt with trained wolves. The problem is they even hunt wolves down with them and I don't get why they do it!

I don't know what brings me to love wolves. Maybe they look very majestic and wild in my eyes.

I would rather like to be a werewolf, than a pathetic human being who destroys the earth... I know that does sound weird. It's just I don't see advantages of a human life over an animal life. Either one lives the life of each kind.

Being the hero or villain of a tv-show or computer game sounds like “fun“ too. At least any imaginable fantasy world has to be more exciting. Everything that is possible to do on earth has already been done by someone, so there is nothing new left.

By the way have you looked into Sonic's Alpha? It becomes less nice for my taste later on, but it is still very good written and definetly very creativ.

All of these characters have to deal with all kinds of sad pasts, I assume?! That Reiner doesn't talk much about himself I did notice.

Adastra got updated and it's perfect, a very realistic feeling update. I am dying for what happens next! The update is called “Confessions of a prospective emperor“ (“In which feelings are talked about...“).

Friends of us have adopt a kid which came from an unstable family/mother like you. I am really sorry to hear this, though I guess people feeling pity for you is what you're used to and therefore you propably don't like to hear it...

Yeah you don't have to say the others are your family if they are that awful. I wish I was closer to my sisters, but they are both very different from me. They have tons of friends, are confident in themselfs, know exactly what they wanna do, are (going to) studying/study...

I wish I was born in the middle of nowhere, on a ranch or something. My mom grew up on a farm, which is now her brothers farm. The best scenario I can imagine is living far away from the civiliaziation with your so loved love...

Both of my parents are past age 50

If you like criticized movies/series try out “I Kill Giants“. I really like this movie for some reason. I think it's unique/original. It's about a young girl... who kills giants?

I agree until a certain point with that statement. IMDb isn't always trustful.

I can't remember correctly, but I'm pretty sure it was non of them. I think it was Morenatsu Homecoming, from which I can't install the newest update.

Hmmhmm Shun looks more like his age in Homecoming, than in Revisited.

Tatsuki is more is more the irresponsible kind of guy, with bad drinking habits.

Are you serious with Torahiko's route? He is such a cute and energetic kitten. Shame upon the devs for not expanding or finishing his story, just kidding... or am I?

Kounosuke is a nerd and also irresponsible, but different from Tatsuki.

Juuichi is a nut that needs to be cracked open.

Kyouji and Soutaro: Soutaro is like Shun too young to be a route. (Or at least he looks young) Kyouji's character art looks weird, that might just be me though.

Poor Shin has asthma, he is nothing for a sports person like me. I admit he's adorable.

Kouya's more the cool, responsibly kind of guy. I like him.

The best of the Homecoming version so far is the change of the MC now being an anthromorphic animal too, like his friends. It is one thing that made and makes Morenatsu better than EA. The anthromorphic animals are like superhumans and therefore not suitable for humans.

I am glad the devs are reworking and rewriting the story and game almost entirely.

Brandon's “father“ is an idiot, of course his plan killing his “son“ was doomed from the beginning. To be fair shooting is a little different from what you've mentioned, although I agree.

His “mother“ had the right idea, but however Brandon was able to “sense“ her attack. In the end Brandon testing her mother was a great idea, if it was what the creators intended. This idea is very thoughtful of you. I haven't thought of that.

I can't blame “his“ mother for the attempt. She wasn't herself anymore since the moment she saw the dead body near his spaceship. And yes, even though she betrayed him what he did or turned into is much worse. I don't blame any of these people, except “his“ father for such a poor, reckless and silly attempt.

The next movie could be about a guy like Lex Luther who tries to stop Brandon. (Lex Luther is the archenemy of Superman)

Well, I don't take any of these series serious, so I can enjoy them. Not only Archer is full of disgusting deaths and rape. In Disenchantment there is the one scene were the woman drowns in the lake, because our “gang“ doesn't help her. I am sure you remember her saying “I am non-swimmer“ and the elf answers “I am Elfo“ (or what it was). That's pretty sadistic if you ask me.

Archer isn't even the most cruel and grose series. Netflix's Paradise PD or Big Mouth are even worse. These shows I really don't like, but the drug addict dog of PPD is “cool“....

I don't actually know how or if I should say that... I do it anyway.

From what I can tell your position in society hasn't affected your intelligence or what you're capable of in the slightest. In fact I wish I would've had a harder life like you, not a life full of like rape, drugs and so on, but hmm physical work for example. Why? A harder life makes you stronger and more capable of dealing with stuff. I guess your home education teached you alot of important things.

I know I heared of that. Many people from other countries say America's people are on average the most stupid... I also heared you can use your phones whenever you want or at least kids do whatever they want in class basically.

I hope I don't upset you with what I write! It's not my opinion and it's not your fault.

That you and your mom had the courage to go to school as adults is admirable.

Did you work somewhere, early on, to make money? I am rather the modest person. I don't need much, but sometimes I still buy something for myself, because I am bored, I guess...

You can be dirt poor and still be very happy. Rich people are most of the time the ones who are unhappy with everything. There is a video on youtube (in german) which is about a family, of billionairs, of 2 homosexual men who have 2 kids (one boy and one girl). These kids are so called rich kids that get everything they wish from their parents and it's unbelievable sad and funny and stupid at the same time... Example: while the boy is driving with one of his dads in his new car he asks him what his next gift will be....

Here is the video.

title: 5000€ is too little pocket money (only pocket money, gifts not included)

I can tell you what it is about if you want.

I am now about to be very honest with you.

As I told you I always was an outsider at school, which made me stronger and more confident in myself than others, but it also left me alone. What I mean is I never really had anybody to do something with, somebody I can trust (a friend for life). I once had a good friend for a couple of years and always a couple other kids, but I could never see them as friends. We never visit each other. I was only together with them at school.

I had some memorable moments in my school time, but school was mostly “cancer“, especially when I was younger.

Another thing when I was younger is my syndromes acted stronger. I was sometimes aggressive to be honest, had tantrums.

(Propably I am a little exaggerating, but my past is still nothing I really wanna remember again...)

You know what, as much as I love my parents I don't feel close to them either. There is no one around me who has the same interests as I have, the reason why I feel close to nobody. I wish people were more open like me also.

An unknown factor for me is how people, especially my family, will react about my sexuality. I don't want to disappoint them.

You work with computers as a woman? Awsome! I want to become a programmer, maybe, though I don't know if it is what I'd like to do for a long time. I'm an energetic person (when I'm not depressed) and sitting infront of a pc so long doing what programmers do is hard.

Okay, maybe I'm not really depressed, but often sad for sure.

I once read a comment from a guy under a furry art video on youtube who talked about himself wanting to suicide. I think he didn't do it though and I replied to him that he is not the only one that feels alone and whatnot.

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Darius cheats on the MC once, and it doesn't feel like cheating to me because it's after hanging out with him all of two or three times. They extend the dating and falling in love in EA a lot, but the MC still develops strong feelings really quickly. However, after the MC gets suuuper mad at Darius (more for lying than anything) and they discuss it, Darius doesn't sleep with anyone else after that. Also you can be a real jerk to him during his route, saying "You don't belong to me" and stuff which makes Darius visibly deflate.

Also, I don't recall any mention of him being a porn star... Do you think that's his job? It's not lol. He's a stunt bike driver.

I'm a recent furry lover, so I don't fully understand. However, I didn't want to be me when I was younger, so I actually developed multiple personalities.

The only problem I see with being an animal is the abuse and hunting that goes on. I think often how cool it would be to be a dog, but then I think of the poor dogs who are left outside no matter the weather and are forgotten about too much. I also wonder if my pets were human in a previous life and they were so good they got a good owner that changes clothes in front of them. People never feel self conscious getting naked in front of their pets.

I've not started it yet. I will when I'm in a fanfic mood. Right now I'm focusing on manga.

Heh, yeah. Since you've played through at least one route, I assume you've seen the "dream sequence" part that shows the MC their pasts. None are as tragic as Grizz's currently, but who knows what'll happen down the line.

God, the new update of Adastra ripped my heart to pieces. I could feel the anger and betrayal so vividly. While I wish I could pursue the Jackal instead, it's still a harsh blow when the person you love winds up sleeping with someone else.

Yes, I felt the betrayal in EA's Darius's route too, but as I said previously he stopped after one indiscretion.

As I said, I was adopted as a newborn so I didn't have to grow up in that awful environment. It just sucks because as an adopted child you have deep rooted abandonment issues, even when you're adopted do young you don't remember anything but your adoptive parents. Then when this kid with abandonment issues meets their birth family and finds out how terrible they were, it actually makes you feel worse. I'm so grateful for the parents that raised me, but there's always a fear I'll turn into one of the horrible people in my birth family.

Heh, I want to build a house within driving distance to the city, but still outside of it surrounded by trees with no neighbors for miles.

See, I don't get so far involved with the games that I'll only date who would be suitable for me in real life. Otherwise I wouldn't date the sports fanatics, because I'm nowhere near active enough. I say this since you mentioned Shin having asthma.

You have no idea how happy I was to see Shun's sprite in Homecoming! That was for a couple reasons. The biggest being that he looks more his age, the second because NOW he actually looks like his cousin (whom you meet in his route). In the original, Shun looks nothing like his cousin. He introduces you, and I was seriously like ".... You're related?!"

While Soutarou looks young as well, and he's definitely inexperienced, he acts more mature than Shun.

Dating Shun is like robbing the cradle. Dating Soutarou is like dating a senior in middle school/junior high or freshman in high school (which is actually what he is, I think). His age seems more like 15-16. I just feel weird about dating high schoolers because I'm freaking 28 years old, haha.

I agree, Kyouji looks weird. It's like he's supposed to be a beagle or something, but his eyes are always closed. Like, how do you see?!? I'm hoping the Homecoming creators will change that, but there's no telling.

Yeah, my favorite change is that the MC is a furry now too. Not because I think a human and furry is a weird combination, but because the CGs in Morenatsu with a tiny human and an oversized beast man was just weird. Especially Tatsuki's CGs. A human's tiny dick wouldn't satisfy that giant dragon.

Funny, I actually prefer PPD and Big Mouth over Disenchantment and Archer. But I understand it's not everyone's cup of tea.

Geez, you make it sound like I grew up in a really rough place... I told you I live in Texas, didn't I? The rest of the world has this idea of Texans that we're still living in a world like an Old West film, but that's not the case. The Western part of Texas can be, but I live in the suburbs of Houston on the East side of Texas. There aren't many farms or physically hard working people around here anymore. We don't wear cowboy hats and cowboy boots or ride horses everywhere. I've never owned a chicken, never pet a cow. I did fall in horse manure once, though, when I visited a farm with a friend and we played tag in the yard.

I'm just saying, I didn't have a hard or tough life.

Don't worry, you can't offend me.

And I know. Yet so many Americans think we're so much better educated than the rest of the world. It's ridiculous. Such hubris is the downfall of many.

Oddly enough, even most Americans think Texans are the dumbest of the entire US, when we have higher education standards than the rest of the country. Majority of the country, a D in school is passing. In Texas, you don't pass unless you make at least a C.

It's true, people get electronic devices for kids at the age of 3 here... Three! It's crazy! I think that's contributing to the epidemic of autistics here, honestly. I've seen so many people just hand their kid an ipad instead of actually parenting their kids.

Well, while I was homeschooled, we also got together with other homeschool families one a week to have classes together. I was the same as you in those classes. I didn't really have 'friends'. I've only stayed in contact with one of them up until now, but we're not particularly close anymore. He's just someone I message once in a blue moon on Facebook.

I never fit in one clique, I was acquainted with several different cliques and refused to let anyone tell me who I could or could not hang out with.

There's only one person I was really close to when I was a teenager... I was madly in love with her, but as soon as she got a boyfriend she dropped me like a wet blanket. I'm actually still scarred from that.

I'm sorry you didn't fit in growing up, but we all go through it, honestly. And you know what's great about the internet? Meeting people who DO have similar interests and will accept you no matter what.

I'm not sure what advice I could give you a about coming out to your parents. I understand not wanting to disappoint them, but that'll likely happen as long as you have feelings for the same gender. My family was the same. I hated disappointing my mom and I had to come out 4 times before she finally accepted it. I'm using the term "accepted" loosely here, she still hopes I'll meet a man and fall in love. At this point all I have is a good male friend I've had for about 6 years who I've talked about moving in with me when I have my own place.

I wish I could pick up programming, but I don't have the patience to learn. What I do on computers now is stuff I took years teaching myself how to do. When I wasn't playing solitaire, I was poking into every nook and cranny of the Windows programs to see what all I could do.

It sounds like something that has some really exciting days would be better for you... Maybe a game programmer, because then at least there'd be exciting scenarios to write sometimes.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (8 edits)

It was just a joke. Sleeping around and being a pornstar is almost the same.

Stuntbike driver sounds cool... Wouldn't expect it from him.

Did you just write *multiple* personalities? And yeah, it's weird but I find Furries like these in Grimoire of Zero (Anime) more attractive than human beings too..

I've seen a video of a dog who was chained for years I think, outside of course, no matter how the weather was and it was near Canada. The owners even pissed, yes, pissed on him!! Imagine something so abominably. After a while neighbors or whoever found out about it and called the animal welfare.

That video made me sad and angry....

I would even prefer a life as Venom (with Venom). You have seen Tom Hardy playing as Venom “We are Venom“?

Well, I am sure you heared about it. Animals (or dogs) can sense if you're horny, though if being naked triggers their instincts I don't know.

Ah Manga, I haven't read any, but Anime is good enough. The Grimoire of Zero (on Netflix) is pretty nice and I still have to finish watching Another.

I've seen the “dreams“. No one of them was nice.

Really? It ripped your heart? It didn't affect me as much as I thaught it would. You know there was a previous ending, which was much more emotional and romantic, but unrealistic. I prefer the new ending. It's obvious and Amicus even told us that he enjoyed their little bed sport seesion, but he also told us he doesn't love the jackal and I believe him. Furthermore the jackal abused Amicus' feelings. Imagine him being never able to feel this way, do that stuff. I bet everything relatable to homosexuality is banned in their world, after what I've seen, so yeah... I feel worse for Darius than for Amicus.

You may have the feeling that you are one of your “real“ family members.

But do you know the phrase “Home is where your heart lives“? If you are sure you belong to your adoptive parents you do!

You will never turn into a disgraceful person. I am as sure as I can be while I'm writing these lines.

You want to? It sounds amazing doesn't it? I connect this feeling to Hiroyuki's (Homecoming), who feels different from the people in Osaka. He knows where he belongs and that would be Minasato.

You're propably a better person if you date not only who you like... I don't know. As I said I love doing sports and I started doing so when I was around 14. The reason for it is I felt inferior. I basically had a inferior complex, because most other boys around me were taller and wider, what was very disturbing. I was always sporty, but not musculous and I was significantly thinner than I am now. I wanted to change, so I tried to and it worked. Now I'm athletic and quite happy with it. (I was world-champion in situps. You wouldn't believe me how many I was able to do in one go)

Shin having asthma is not the reason. The reason is him not being able to do sports.

That's funny 😂 How did these developers manage to make him not look like his family member?? In Tennis Ace the character arts work perfectly fine.

I agree, but is Soutarou really a route? If yes omg, seriously HOW? That is just so wrong....

Oh here I have to cut writing (I NEED TO TELL FROSTCLAW HE NEEDS TO CHANGE KYOUJI)

...after a second thought I have to say with the character art is more wrong than I thought...

Rage quit .

Okay I'm back. Now I have to figure out how I answer you properly, because I can't see your text.

Where was I? Ah good there...

I am glad I looked up cradle 😅 Even though you're massively over-exxagerating you're not wrong. Soutarou is too young for f"@_& sake and Shun, well, now I don't see a problem anymore. Hmm... what happend? 😁 He turned from a garden gnome into an actual person and Tatsuki... This could totally come from Uke's mouth (you remember?), but again I can't say you're wrong. He looks like a hinkelstein to me, at least he is as big and round...

In Extracurricular Activities the MC thinks his dick is as big as Spencers, so we know that it works there. 😂

It's way too much fun (and ridiculous) thinking about this topic and imagining the problems they could have. 😅

You're really TRYING to tell me you rather watch PPD and BIG MOUTH? Get out of my life! What a world in which I live in..............

Wow now take a deep breath, right, fill your lungs with fresh Texanian air and cool down a bit, propably get out of the heat... There you go you're fine now.

I don't think any of this of Texas and the people (but now let me go back I haven't seen much of what you wrote)

I figured I take a screenshot, makes my life a whole lot easier.

Okay let me start once again. America was propably the 2nd or at least 3rd country that had the industrialization, so sure there aren't many ranches and what not left. But would you like it?

I can't offend you? Good, you are hardend just like me.

America is a big country. That means under maybe 50.000 or more people is a genius. The rest is normal-smart-standard, has a normal IQ.

Texas has a better school eduction, okay, I don't know, sure. Grades are A to D right? No can't be true, I'm sorry I knew this I think. In germany it's 6 to 1 with 6 being the worst and 1(+) the best, but there is more to it. It's 6, 5-, 5, 5+, 4-, 4, 4+, 3-, 3, 3+, 2-, 2, 2+, 1-, 1, 1+. (I should have done this [...]...). Later on we have a point system 1 to 15.

Our world is becoming more and more dependant of technolog. Another reason why I like Morenatsu, where a mobile network is practically not existent.

Maybe many parents shouldn't have a baby then. Raising a child without teaching/educating/playing (with) it is a terrible idea. I have the feeling many gays would do a better job with it, well too bad...

So you say because I was watching TV when I was 5 or younger I am autistic? Thank's. (nah, just kidding)

Alright next screenshot. What do we have here?

I wonder how many of our kind, ousiders there were/are.

I feel bad for you. In middle school I only had one good friend and we even... kissed once. Afer that I broke the contact. I don't really know what was wrong with me. In the end I had to leave school anyway, but we could've stayed in contact, it's not like that. At this point I was still shy and little self-confident, that's propably the reason why I did it. Although I don't think he was the smartest. It doesn't matter anymore, though I would've liked to apologize.

The blessing and curse of the internet. It is awsome for meeting new, interesting people, but also addicting and our computer screen bad for the eyes (I use nightmode on my phone).

Next screenshot already. Shit I have to write it again... (Internet connection broke (happens lately) and I reloaded the site, because save button didn't work...)

I already had a coming out, an unintentionally one. The next time I tell them I'll just confess.

I used to read alot, so I thaught why not buy an ebook. Everything went well and I could download free ebooks. Well eventually it happend that I found the 18+ catagory and downloaded there a couple free ebooks. The problem was I was using my parents email. Long story short as they questioned me about it I got angry and destroyed the ebook. If they're still thinking about me being gay 'is a secret to everybody'.

Game programmer sounds about right. There is a solely game programmer who created an awsome 3D world, with the game name being BrightRidge.

I can recommend the app Solo Learn. You can learn the different programming languages really fast. I tried it and got bored almost immediately......

I am 19, is writing with me not odd for you?

You know what my parents and sisters are going to visit “you“. I hate flights so I didn't want to come with them. They want to see the east side of america, because we, as a family, have already seen the west side. The return flight took 11 hours last time and it was no fun.

Sorry if I didn't write in full detail at times. I'm tired now. I wrote this in a couple hours, with pauses.

I went in our city forest again today with my weightwest for training purposes and it drained or wasted or wore me out. Walking all the way with it is pretty ridiculous... anyway.

Here you may like these songs, they're catchy^^

One for me and one for you...

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Those videos were great. I liked the "No straight people were harmed" tag at the end of Okay to Be Gay. Ahhh, I related too much to the Jenny song.... Except I didn't have a happy ending.

In fact the girl I mentioned to you ran into my mom the other day out shopping somewhere. I wasn't with her so I heard about it when mom got back. It sent me into a terrible depression the rest of the day. I kept thinking (and hoping) she might message me on Facebook, but she never did. Probably a good thing because I realized I still hold so much resentment towards her for how she treated me.

Yes, I did say multiple personalities. I had one that was an angry and unapologetic asshole, one that was calm and collected with no real change in expression (not very different from myself), then myself who was similar to the previous one except I was overly emotional when I was younger and I was possessive. I later developed another that was a male. Now I mostly switch between myself and Kovah (the male).

Yeah, I've seen Venom. Not my favorite film, but Venom is one of my favorite "super villains".

It ripped me to pieces because I put myself in the MC's shoes. Hell, my first love told me when she fooled around with her crush. So it hit close to home. However, I did like seeing drama. I prefer that sort of realistic drama as opposed to everyone prancing happily ever after through the tulips.

I can tell you from experience, having a few differences in hobbies keeps things interesting. The problem is you form strong bonds with someone who's just like you, like my male best friend for 6 years now.

We've essentially decided we'll be together in the future if he gets full custody of both of his kids. He'll move in with me and we'll basically be married.

Yeah, Shun and his family members look nothing alike in the original. See? The one on the right is his cousin. He's related to the one on the left too but I don't recall how. The one on the right is only in Shun's route and the one on the left is only in Juuichi's route.

I don't think Soutarou is a real route. It's kind of like a time-waster. Same with Kyouji.

Forgive me for this one, but I had to show the weird size difference. And the first scene, Hiroyuki is the seme!

I said Texas has better education than the rest of the United States. We're still way behind other countries.

Okay, then to put it in terms you'll understand, most of the US thinks that a 5- is passing, but in Texas you don't pass unless you have a 4-... I think that's right. You have one more possible 'grade' than we do. We have A,B,C,D,F. Along with the pluses and minuses.

F=0-59

D=60-69 (what most of the US thinks is passing)

C=70-79 (What Texas thinks is passing)

B=80-89

A=90-100 (and up)

I use Twilight on my phone(s) and f.lux on my computers so I don't see blue light at night before bed.

Next semester I'm taking a programming class that's mandatory, so maybe I should check that app out.

I'm not dating you, so age doesn't matter to me. I either get along with people older than me by a decade or younger than me by a decade. I'm not sure why that is.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (3 edits)

Ok, first of all sorry for the written mess. I should write during the day and will do from today on hopefully.

“No straight people were harmed in the making of this video“ is my favourite line. Have you seen these videos already?

Not in everyones life the one you have fallen in love with is meant to be your soul mate. I kinda got to experience the same and not with the guy I mentioned...

But wait what did you mean with she ran into your mom? What happend afterwards? How she treated you?

It must have been hard to live with that. I can't relate to this, but I know how it is to be angry at times. Not so much today anymore, though in the past...

There is a crazy cool female character in Iron Fist who has developed 3 different personalities. She is bad ass... and deadly.

My life motto is pretty much Torahiko's “you gotta let nature take it's course“. I don't really care what happens to me. I wish I could be like Jean Grey (who is not dead) or Dr. Manhattan and leave the earth.

Hmmhmm Venom was a good movie, not perfect. It only could've been more bloody (fsk 18). Venom is not a real villain, not at all actually. Together with Tom Hardy he is an anti-hero. Shadow is an anti-hero too. They are the most realistic heroes anyway, I would say. At least they create the most interesting and complex characters. Dr. Manhattan is not even an anti-hero. He is superior to earth' laws.

This sounds as if you have gone through a couple relationship dramas. I am sorry to hear that. Usually I hate dramas. I don't really watch any movies or TV shows from that genre.

It's weird, but explainable. In my previous previous school and class there was a girl who I was closer with than any other class mate. She is on the melo side like me and reads mangas. She's also very horror affine like you are. Yeah, she was good company and gay too I think, I'm not sure.

Really, you want to have kids with a man? Okay... 🤔

Oh, so that is the very first Morenatsu? I know the wolf guy. His name is Teruhaki or something. It's possible to see him as a route in the future. He is supposed to be the same age as our gang, I thought.

No need for apologies. Now that picture looks “stupid“... Sure bara characters are known to have big genitals, but please, not like this... I wonder how big Tora's is in comparison to Yuki's... nevermind.

Way behind? If you say so.

For us a 4- means passing or was it a 4? Well the fact is you don't want to have many 4th and if you get a 5 you have to make it up in another subject or repeat the exam. I am not entirely sure anymore about how it works to be fair too.

70 - 79 looks hard enough for me.

I use Nightmode pro. It is very effective.

By the way don't judge me and let me explain. There is an app called readfy where you can read books for free, BUT if you want to read offline you have to pay a few bucks. So, I know how to surpass this. I didn't want them to see my email, but in the end it doesn't matter I guess. I use/d an app called Lucky Patcher to hack it's system (patch the app so you pay without paying). It didn't really bring something, cause the only thing it did is create a chronological list with all offline books.

I should propably remove the patch and pay the Bruns_LLC saga which is like the most awsome gay-animal-shapeshifter novel book series ever. I'll do it right now actually. I know what I was doing is illegal and I feel even worse, because it doesn't cost much to rent a book for 30 days (2€/$). Although renting is not the best...

I would understand if you think less good from me now.

To be fair I don't do this often. No, the only time the patch worked was on this online app and I didn't do it elsewhere anyway. You should totally read the Bruns_LLC it's so worth it. The beginning is pretty funny. I have to read it again at some point. It's with gay men only, except one hetero story. (Keyla Bruns)

Solo Learn is like Duolingo for all the different programming languages.

Have you ever seen german movies? Such as Der Schuh des Manitu (Manitou's Shoe) or Fack ju Göhte (Suck Me Shakespeer)? For us they are a must watch and classics, for you because of translation issues, they're rather mediocre.

Is Zombieland 2 out? I am so gonna watch it and I am excited for Stranger Things season 3 in 2020 too. Ah and have you heared Netflix is working on a _new_ Avatar: The Last Airbender. Have you seen The Swamp Thing?

I was just remembering a movie that I found unintentionally a while ago. It is one of a very view movie/tv show scenes, which brought me to tears. It is propably the most touching and heartbreaking thing I have watched in my life. The name of the movie is Casualties of War and in german The Damned of the War. It describes a true incident, that has happend during the Vietnam War, in every aspect. I didn't even know the movie is exactly 30 years old. So, If you want to watch something groundbreaking (literally) this is it.

Oh good or I would've had to reject you ;P

Writing this went much smoother this time. Apologies again for the mess of words. I'll take my time from now on.

You know which songs I love so much? (I like many, but these two are special)

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Wasn't a fan of either of those two songs. I think because they're very 'emo'. There's nothing wrong with liking that sort of thing, but it's a genre most people grow out of.

And no, I hadn't heard Jenny or Okay to Be Gay until you shared them.

I don't really know. Since I wasn't there, I don't know what they talked about. I also don't really care. Nothing happened afterwards.

Like I said, I was possessive when I was younger. It got 10x worse when she told me about her fooling around with her crush. For her, she was confiding in her best friend but for me it felt like she cheated on me or something, even though she wasn't mine.

After that, everything went downhill in a flash. She distanced herself from me and never told me why. She developed a crush on some woman at her church that was 30 years her senior (Kim) and basically stopped talking to me altogether. She stopped having time for me because she was always with Kim.

As I predicted (and told her), Kim hurt her really badly. But she latched onto another older lady shortly after. When Ruby came along, our friendship deteriorated beyond repair.

I was so angry about it, my mom asked me what was going on with me because I bottled it all up. That was my second coming out, because I described how much I loved my friend and how I felt so abandoned. Mom doesn't remember the conversation or she would've kept seeing my friend to herself.

It wasn't really hard for me to have multiple personalities, but it was hard for everyone around me.

Okay, then Venom is my favorite anti-hero. The Film Theorists on YouTube did a theory on Venom that was cool. Have you ever checked out the Theorists' channels?

Yeah, drama is a part of growing up, sadly. There's no way to avoid it completely.

No, his kids are from his ex girlfriend. He also can't have kids anymore since he had a vasectomy.

That said, I'm a 4 on the Kinsey scale, so being with a man isn't disgusting to me or anything.

Just in case you've never seen it:

Obviously whoever took it got a 6, but I just wanted to show you the numbers and descriptions.

Actually, supposedly his route is available now in Revisited, as long as you have version 0.5. I do, and if you got it from the same site I did then you should too.

Okay, then... Most of the US thinks 4 is passing and Texas says you don't pass unless you have a 3.

Our number system, as you saw, is based on 0-100. Except the SATs, of which the numbering system never made sense to me. Woo, 200 points for getting your name right. >.>

Honestly, I've been known to do similar things. Since we're not super well off, yet we're movie buffs, we can't buy all the movies we want.

That said, even if I already "have" a film, I'll get it when I see it in the $5 bin at Wal-Mart.

Also, I think it's dumb to have to buy a film on DVD if you already have the VHS, so...

Never seen either German film.

Also, Zombieland 2 comes out October 11.

I hope Netflix doesn't do its usual PC bullcrap and completely ruin the lore... They've done that so much lately.

The Swamp Thing... As in the black and white movie or is it something on Netflix?

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (2 edits)

Emo yeah... Anyway now I have to say sorry AGAIN. I didn't get a message (I think) that you responded, so I waited.

I can comprehend that, yes I can...

So, you felt guilt and anger and sadness and more. Many feelings come together when stuff like this happens. It's disgusting, but what can you do?

Your friendship broke forever. Honestly something like this in particular never happend to me. You know I never had any close friends like that. Well, let me tell you one thing. When somebody cheats on you, in one way or another then know that you are too good for this person! It's not always your fault that one breaks contact with you.

I am not sure how the sentence is meant. I guess your mom supports you after all? That's great news! What helped you to get through that time?

...As it isn't hard for a gay person to live with it. Only the people around you think you're a monster, a wrong variable in a perfect formula.

Not exactly, but I subbed to a channel called 'How it should have ended'. These two could be similar. Guess I've seen a couple videos of the channel you mean, maybe. There are tons of film-channels after all, so dunno.

After seeing this 'Trailer' or whatever you want to call it I like Venom even more. Don't care if he is an alien parasite or not.

It is especially funny to look at the comments of this clip. It is propably an incredible rare moment in history where heteros are supporting gay shipping.

You know who my favourite villian is, who isn't really one, but also no anti-hero? Syler from Heroes. He is the best imaginable version of an anti-anti-villain^^

If everyone around you would act as he or she is sopposed to there would only be drama if somebody died and that's impossible. You can day-dream it though...

Oh, good, it would've been a little bit weird, if it was different.

Ah, yes I have heared about this bizarre Kinsey-Scale not long ago. It's a fascinating aspect about mankind. Disgusting is a strong word, I would only call it odd or different from what most people understand of having a relationship.

I happen to have this version of Morenatsu Revisited. So, if you choose the tanuki's route you can date him? Or who was it, I don't remember.

Wait... What? I don't get your stave (?)

0 - 100, okay, but 200? School never made much sence, though. You learn basically every single life basics possible, if I may exxagerate. Then when you are finished pumping your head full of unused and useless knowledge you leave school and never think about what you learned or was supposed to learn ever again.

In Perry Rhodan, they have machines where they transfer knowledge directly into your head. If mankind had something like this so many things would suddenly come clear to us and we had more heads to think with. You know 5 geniuses have a better processing power than just one.

And I don't even blame you for doing it, but me. I never go to the cinema, cause watching for example a horror movie on your own can't be fun. I watch every movie online, with Netflix or illegal. I don't even care if it is the worst quality/resolution. I wonder what watching The Swamp Thing in like 360 ppi will be like..... I feel a bit bad for not paying for watching a new movie, but no one can really blame me for not wanting to watch alone, right?

I wouldn't even buy a 5€ movie. It's not like my family enjoys watching the same stuff I do, unlike yours...

VHS?

Zombieland 2 Hype! :D There are alot of movies, and of course series too I am excited about.

Hey! You're allowed to say 'bullshit' in my presence. Whatever, forget it, I am a bad influence...

The Swamp Thing 2019 is a remake of the original and has a suprisingly high IMDb score of 8.6.

You don't have to see a german movie. It's it's just that there do exist some gems, doesn't matter though.

So, I haven't read any of the VN's you wanted me to read/read again, but I read through Password - I don't know how much horror it contains, but it is horror. The story doesn't go far yet - and I SO love Tyson's route. You will see why, when you play his. I'm not gonna spoiler anything important. If you need help with bringing him through alive ask me. I had to ask too... Which is kinda embarrassing and silly when I think about it. The solution (brilliant btw) isn't that difficult to find out.

I wish I could talk about him more, but no, I can't do that to you.

I wonder what Oz is for a person 🤔

SPOILER

I desperatly tried bringing him through alive and failed. His dead body broke the MC's heart (and mine too).

Spoiler End

I will now start on Repeat, then there's still Project Aego, TBD (The Butterfly Dream) and KGT left for me.

I finished Another... Wow, the end is so crazy. The penultimate episode lost it's sanity, literally...

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Here's the Film Theory on Venom:

I wanted to find a Game Theory too, but I'm not sure which mainstream games you play or watch other people play.

I've known lesbians who were absolutely disgusted about the thought of being with a man, that's why I used the word 'disgusted'.

No, you can only meet Ten in Juuichi's route but the way to unlock his route is a puzzle. I've replayed it several times and still haven't gotten his route. The devs are tight lipped about it, and the commenters won't reveal it to the public either. Only if someone asks. If you figure it out, please let me know. I've heard you're supposed to do a lot with Shun as well, but I've not had luck so far.

That way of gaining knowledge sounds so cool... There's a song called Don't Stay in School that emphasizes learning so much useless crap in school but not learning how to balance a checkbook or do taxes.

Hehe, sorry, I forgot VHS is before your time. Back in the old days, before DVDs were widespread, VHS tapes were used to watch films on television at home. They used a technology similar to an old movie projector, having real film in it.

I see horror films in the cinema all the time. Not necessarily alone though. My mom is with me. I also watch them alone at home with all the lights off.

I stand corrected, I forgot I've seen one german film. All Quiet on the Western Front. It was in history class. Though it looks like it was actually American which is weird because what we watched was definitely dubbed in English... Oh well.

.... How have you read Password? It's only on PC by the looks of it, unless I'm looking at the wrong one.

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