Hi, ro-ses!
That is exactly how I feel... I try to cheer myself up, but failing each time I see things related to her. But you're right. Someday, I'll be able to look back and think fondly of them. She was beautiful, a loyal companion, and always there when I need a hug. I'm a bit better now but I think I need just a little bit more time--so thank you for being so understanding and for reading my updates :'D