Hope you can get the help you need. Sucks that you're dumping on everyone else for your own problems, but mental health is a bitch. Sucks about the VN, it had some potential, but if you really hate it that much then I guess that's that. Sucks to be lumped into your 'cringe' and 'emo' labels, but if that's how you see everyone then I can't help that. Since fueling your ego would be bad at this stage in your life, I'm not going to be doing that. Ah well, not everyone's cut out for this sort of thing I guess.