Thank you, Elseth...
The pain is still here and I miss her very much. I keep hugging Juno these days because I'm afraid to lose him too, but I know that sometimes, reality is harsh. I like to comfort myself by thinking, 'doggos have short lives because they don't have anything left to learn from the world. They live their lives to the fullest and loves unlike any other. They're angels, they're only here for a short time so they merely returned to their rightful place.' Still, the memories are still too painful so please bear with me while I recover :'D