I had set my eyes on your first VN literally months ago and after exploring what little the profile had to offer, I thought I had bookmarked it for downloading it when I could. (Hint: I bookmarked the wrong game).
I think it's good that your standards for what you did back then have changed. And I can't even imagine how disappointing it would be that after creating Ahmed (as a mobile user, I refuse to check every single name so I apologize for anything I get wrong, though I'll probably avoid mentioning any name), your liking for the role he was given was diminished.
What you stated here is understandable. It's quite unfortunate that this game won't see the light for a long period of time, but well, knowing that you truly care about it and that you are aiming to satisfy your original goal are good signs. Do what you gotta do, this is something that you're doing for yourself and sharing to others who are willing to read said project, for what I can see. Hopefully that spark at the beginning of the journey will reborn shinier than ever with due time.
Assuming that I did everything the game has to offer so far, it's really good! I consider myself easy to please, but know that I mean it, the characters are still in the process , but their personalities were very much of my liking. All of them. And knowing that this game won't pull off what the other did (I just finish in Love and War(?) some hours ago), I can only wait for patiently wait for what will happen till the end.
This was longer than it should be, but well, I'm not writing long paragraphs as good as yours, but I hope my words encourage conveyed what I tried to express.