I am a Christian myself and I’m pretty much forced to do all of this religious stuff which I don’t like
Ok, you can be a Christian, but there are many types of Christianity, yours is not the true one, if it were the true one, it would be from the Philadelphia testimony, in it, Jesus does not force us to do religious things if we do not want to, it is the decision of each one It's up to us if we want to serve him and be faithful to him, or not.