I just wanted to let you know as well that I did read what you wrote in your deleted comment, I just wasn't able to reply at the time because I was away from home with my dad >.< I didn't have any phone signal all day because we were out walking in the middle of nowhere, and then by the time we got to our B&B, it was super late. I checked my phone quickly on the B&B's wifi and saw your comment though. I still couldn't reply in the following days because we were up super early for a few days at a nearby theme park for their Halloween event >.< Now that I'm home, I just sat down at my computer and started typing up replies to everything I missed while I was away, and I realised you had deleted your comment. I can't remember everything you said, but I just wanted to let you know that a lot of what you mentioned regarding mental health stuff resonates a lot with me. As someone who's suffered with depression for as long as I can remember, I can't even really describe just how important it is to be able to escape to fantasy worlds for a bit when reality gets too much. Sometimes, I think it's the only thing that's kept me going, being able to read books, play games, and disappear from reality for a while. It sure helps make life much more bearable!
If you ever need someone to talk to or you just wanna vent or anything, you're welcome to email me or drop me a dm on discord or something. I'm not always the fastest at replying with how easily overwhelmed I get with everything >.< but I'm here and I'll always reply when I can :3