Hi! I wanted to give u an update! I did ask my crush out, but he rejected me. Wasn't ready for a relationship. It's ok. I asked my other crush out, (and I finally accepted myself as polyamorous, or being in multiple relationships) and he accepted me. My other bf, well...that's a different story. He doesn't know abt my polyamorous-ness. But, he and I are doing ok. We had a few arguments, but we're fine. :) Thanks for reading this shiz. Have a great day! <333
Aww, I guess it wasn’t meant to be, at least not right now. Sounds like you’ve at least learned a bit about yourself, though, and it seems like you’re taking the rejection really well- nobody’s successful at everything the first time, but being able to get back up and keep going is a crucial skill. And having someone who loves you is, well, lovely, but it’s important to be kind yourself as well- so keep it up!