Skip to main content

Indie game storeFree gamesFun gamesHorror games
Game developmentAssetsComics
SalesBundles
Jobs
TagsGame Engines
(1 edit)

1. Did believing you could play this only once impact how you made decisions?

Oh yeah for sure. I definitely took the time to think over my decisions and how they would affect the overall progression of the story.

2. What do SAL and Ash look like in your mind? Did you mentally assign a gender to either or both characters?

Nothing much really. I have a very hard time visualising things on my own (like, if you told me to visualise a person you would have to describe their facial features for me and even then, I would only be able to picture one feature at a time and not put it all together. Don't even get me started on trying to imagine a background at the same time). But SAL definitely had Glados vibes and the only defining thing about Ash was that I assumed they had a lab coat.

3. What choices did you make? How did your game end?

I chose "i view our relationship in a logical way" and I think i got a neutral ending. Ash gives SAL a day to think about whether the melting of their minds so to speak would ultimately result in destruction of their relationship or whether they would get along better because of it.

4. What did you like and dislike about this game?

I really liked how the game doesn't pressure you into having a relationship with Ash, like, that was never endgame. It's nice that our choices do actually matter. I don't think there was anything I disliked really.

5. How did this game make you feel?

Seen. As an aromantic asexual who is in QPRs I relate SO HARD to SAL. Like yes bestie, we both don't have the capacity for love!! But we are trying.

6. Do you want to see these characters again? What would you want to see in a follow-up?

I would love to. I think it would be nice to see how their relationship develops based on the ending that the player has gotten, but I understand that would be rather tricky to incorporate.

7. What predictions do you have for SAL and Ash's relationship? Where do you see it going?

Personally, I think it's possible they could be in a committed relationship, just not a romantic one, at least, not from SAL's view. They may choose to label it as romantic (for their own reasons) but I do not think there would be any attraction so to speak. But then again, you are speaking to an aspec.


8. Any other things you want to mention?

Honestly,I really vibe with the aro rep here. I am aware that it may not be intentional, but I very much did feel as if my experiences were reflected through SAL. And I think this was a rather good representation because it allowed me to respond in a way that was more relevant to my personal aromantic experience than a blanket "Oh I just don't love", even if the options were limited, which is to be expected. The spectrum us infinite and a singular piece of media cannot reflect everyone's experiences. It allowed to be say that I the word for love doesn't fit. Or that I view relationships very differently. I think, even if it was not intended, it allows for people to be more empathetic of and more understanding of apsec people. Thank you for creating this :)

(+2)

It's been hard to respond to comments since I got sick in January (I'm still fighting memory loss and in recovery at the moment, 2022 has been very heavy for me) but I had to reply to this ASAP for reasons that will become obvious.

I made Somewhere Near Romance in 2017. This was before I knew a lot of things about myself: before I realized I'm on the autistic spectrum, and more importantly to your comment, before I realized I'm on the asexual and aromatic spectrum. I didn't realize my own autism and asexuality until 2019. And as for my own place on the aromantic spectrum, that's something I didn't realize about myself until literally last month (for future readers, I'm writing this comment in August of 2022). After reading the book Loveless by Alice Oseman, it gave me a lot to think about concerning myself, and shed  light on my own attitudes towards romance & relationships.  I went into the novel just expecting to cheer for an asexual YA book and the protagonist's journey to realizing her own aceness, but came out of it with a deeper understanding of who I am.

When I replay this game, it becomes very clear to me that part of its purpose, alongside being a philosophical exploration of what love can mean between two people, was to be a space to discuss parts ofmyself before I knew who I was inside.  That's a lot of the reason why asexuality and aromanticism can both be seen in the work: it was made by an aro-ace-spectrum person who didn't realize they were on the aro-ace spectrum yet.

I've gotten a lot of suggestions for what the sequel to this game should be over the years, since I included in the list of questions. It's something I've thought about a lot over the almost half-decade this game has existed.  But what I'm realizing these days is that if I ever make a continuation, I would like it to be one that reflects the things I realized about myself since I made this 5 years ago. Most likely, it will be a discussion of what it means to be asexual & aromantic, as well as what relationships can mean to people within those spectrums.  It's something I want to navigate carefully, as I know that portraying asexuality and aromanticism as a non-human trait can bring more harm than good. So I want to take my time with this.

Please don't expect it to be out anytime soon, as I'm still in recovery at the moment; that is my main focus right now. Not to mention that because of the memory loss, I can barely remember the production of the original game right now. But, when I have some time, this is something I definitely want to do. I hope it can be out someday soon when I'm better.

Thanks for commenting. Oh, and QPRs for the win. <3