I'm sorry to hear you had such difficult times, and it's cool to know you're starting to feel better. I wish you a lot of strength for all your new stuff, and hope you'll still enjoy teaching.
Also, I'm happy to learn you're also from France ! eheh
And I can't wait (but will do gladly, take all your time !! You need to enjoy writing your own game!) for the rest of the game.
And (x2) I don't personally think there's really anything to forgive, but yeah, of course, it's totally understandable !
Wish you the best !