i just don't like it when things like that happen. if the story is good i can lose myself in it... sometimes i can feel what the characters feel. i also felt angy when it happend. but thats what you get when you are a writer. i write my own books sense i whas end 17 years old and i am 19 now. where normal people see, words see i feelings.
just please don't let her be realy dead. it reminds me of the ddlc mod exit music. in the end of that mod is your lover hanged by her own father. they did the same you did. first they make you love a character and than they kill her/ him.