I am doing a lot better now that my shame isn't that sort of deep "die with a secret shame no one can know" sorta deal.
Positivity at all costs really damaged me and made me have a lot of issues with my stuff. I still think people can have good experiences and make a good living.
I just also wanted to idk just not hurt so badly and be allowed to hurt and feel shame and all that weird emotional stuff.
I'm ranting since I'm really tired but thank you for playing my game, I'm glad you see value in it. I went through some fucked up stuff but at least it resulted in some good in the world and I'm grateful for that.