Yeah, I'm complicated and sorry but I don't have any plans to return...
Right here I am Jash, I'm going to say my reason because I also want to get this off my chest. You know that feeling when everything is just pulling you down, nothing is fun and you wanna be alone? Well I experienced those, living in a household full of demons is quite a challenge haha, aaaaaand I kinda have a suicidal thought at that time cause nothing is working out for me. In addition, I also have the tendency to just cut myself to everybody else cause I feel I'm just being a burden to everyone and I left you guys. It was sad but I want to be alone that time . Hope you can understand, if it's unforgivable I understand I did a shit move right there hehe...