"i think its time to let her go" i respect your opinion but it's so unethical and wrong, it would be yourself who has been constantly thinking of killing yourself and you would be seeking for an help to find a path of escape from that nightmare. Mental illness is more different than physical wounds, it prevents you to understand the situation you are in, it prevents you to understand what is actually going on and you just drive yourself crazy because you can't understand what you are going through. In that situation EVERYTHING around you may be life changer. Even a basic incident, even somebody who told you that it will be okay, most of the people would just try to save Cece just because of they think it's right. But the point is even if you don't understand what she/he is going through, anything you would do to feel her good, may be life saver. That's life, there are a lot of people with every kind of problems, you can't help them all but you SHOULD help to the people around you, your friends, your family, the people you think important. That's what will determine who actually you are inside and by saving them, you will be saving yourself as well. But i understand your mindset and what you are getting to, you are trying to say, you say it is like a deadly disease and it will eventually kill her, you want to let her go as her free will wanted to. In reality they are entirely different things, in one of them, there is a deadly disease physically affecting her and killing her slowly and for our situation, there is a darkness inside of her mind chained her up while she searches for an escape. Just imagine the mindsets of people in these situations, in both of them they won't be able to understand what they are going through, they think it's dead end. Would you still be able to tell them "yeah it's dead end do whatever you want" while knowing that it may be not?