Yikes. You need better friends. And I get it, my sister is leaving for college soon and ik I should be happy for her but I'm actually gonna miss her since she was kind of my therapist, even if I act like I won't care that she's gone. It's just that, that's life. Nothing's gonna stay the same. I honestly don't know what to say bc I'm still working through this myself. I wish I could help more, I really do. I'm sorry.