Huw I was worried about your long absents I admit, and sure less updates is a bummer but man you have cranked them out so frequently in the past that I figure you've earned allot of vacation time. :)
I know this has to be shit for you not being able to keep up as well, but everyone knows that you are your own worst enemy and that people often hold them selves to standards that they wouldn't hold others to.
So please try not to feel too bad for not spoiling us as much as usual. Going from overachiever dev to normal dev shouldn't be grounds for execution, especially with getting Covid and the state of the world weighing on everyone's motivation.