That's a good point Doomstruck, I wasn't trying to say 'medication is bad' cause it isn't, but people can think that. We can say that he never took his medication since there is a ton around. Thanks Doomstruck for playing. :)
edit: you are not the only one saying that, too bad cause that wasn't the message at all. In the end character should say something like 'why didn't I help myself' 'why didn't I had my medication'. Well, feelsbad. <3