So um. I’ve decided to come out about things so uh (TW - Sexual Assault[SA])
I’ve lived in a toxic environment with my family for a while. My brother was… doing things to me which I can’t say(For Years). My mother hated me and manipulated me and beat me. About less then a month ago. My parents divorced and I went with my dad and my alleged “New Mother”. It felt like my family was fixed because my brother also moved out with my mom. But I didn’t know my brother would still visit. He’s took away my v*rginity, more then once. And he’s recently been injured to the point of no return. So I’m left with the trauma, the flashbacks, the wounds, the cuts, and I can’t even have my virginity taken by someone I love in the future. And somehow I still think it’s my FUCKING FAULT… I’ve been having nightmares way to often that it makes me sick. And no one knows. No one knows what my brother did…