Hi
Everything has been shit and I feel like I haven’t been honest about a lot of it. I have been a victim of SA. My brother has been doing it for years and I got CPTSD from the things he’s done to me. As of recently he’s been in the hospital. I have been feeling absolutely disgusted with myself even though he is gone and I can’t help but to blame myself. I honestly want to throw up. I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense, I’m on the verge of crying.