why does it have to hurt so much ;-; i really stayed up until 3am and thought it was all going to end sorrowfully but still somehow cushioned, and then not only did a train came in from left field but a whole motherfucking FLEET of trains came tearing thru the walls of my soft heart like heat-seeking missiles on a mission from the land of i-hate-happiness. call it schadenfreude of the self or masochism but goddammit i love this vn please dont stop