thank you so much for this comment, it is very detailed and lovely, it almost made me cry haha. a lot of the things the mc struggles with are things i struggle with in my everyday life, especially now as my mental health has not been very good. writing this into a story for others to read made me understand myself a bit more and hopefully make others understand that they are not alone. even when things seem out of place or not real, it is often just for a moment, stories like this help to make sense of these complicated feelings.
you do not need to apologize for the comment, it made me very happy and i hope you enjoy future chapters as well. thank you so much for taking the time to read the story and to comment!