Yes. Your family is terrible and I get that I do. But what else are you going to do, get yourself placed into fire more painful than anything you van experience in the real world, you’ll be begging to go back? Yeah that’s what I thought. There’s no magic words I can say here that will everything better. It’s better to live and suffer than die and be in the worst pain imaginable. I know I’m probably too late and I’m sorry.