This bird is the anxiety keeping me from having a normal life and making normal friends. I was so afraid of people judging me and of me failing at stuff I wanted to do, that I just stopped talking to people and trying to do arts and creative work, and I shut myself in, turning my own mind into a jail. How could this game be this perfect mirror for me to look in? I hope you're not going through some messed up thing. If you are, get help and go talk to people, don't do what I did.