stuff happens, everything is fine and we all hope you end up ok :D
the update is going to be amazing when it comes out but if we force you to make it when you dont want to you could end up resenting us and the project making your work less..... you, so that is also another reason to not rush you. so moral is do not rush yourself or force yourself to do things you dont feel you should and take your time! we can wait a century! i did wait 3 years for a single comic to update. which forced me to learn patience and also every other game i play is in development and silksong has yet to come out and i need to wait for that and overwatch 2 is also coming sometime so i gotta wait for that to list a couple things ive been waiting a long time for. these days patience is something we pretty much all need or we wont last, so as i said like four times in this comment, be safe and take your time :)