Take the time you need. This is not something anyone just expects you to "get over", so don't worry. I know a few Devs who have lost close loved ones in the last year, and I say the same: No matter what, take time for You to deal with what ever comes, because that is a lot more important than some silly game, no matter how enjoyable it is. That's just how I feel about these kinds of things. Take care, and sending energy your way, for you, and your Fam.